Frustation Negotiation

No matter what happens in your life you always wish things were different. 

Things are by no means bad in my life.  Mostly its just frustations in the common things in my life that really get me going sometimes.  As for my day job, things are told to me in pieces and I am expected to do what I can with that information and as the days pass my boss beleives that she already gave me the "complete" version of everything and since I am lost on the next step its because I have not been doing things properly.

Nothing could be further from the trugth!  It was like this from the beggining but it really stuck since about two years ago I made a mistake that I didn't write down all the details I should have and since then she beleives its always that one thing I do wrong and must be only that that is wrong.  Never ANY other little detail.

Ugh!

I have so many dreams to fulfill but with all the overwhelming work been sent my way its really just bogging me down and not allowing me to grow or fulfill my niche skills. 

What am I saying, it doesn't really matter, just needed to steam some piece of me here and needed that space only a blog would allow me.  Sorry but as far as I can see, nobody has seen this blog and thats ok.  I think because no one is watching and this is kinda like saying what you want to say into the world without any bad vibes been sent back I will continue to blog more and more. 

But for the most part if the time comes to kick me out, well screw it, just let me know obviously...